My Rant #1

It's not fair anymore nor is it funny- seriously!
But maybe i should just accept it- im fugly
yes, i am fugly. I dont know what that guy sees in me, but when i look in the mirror what do i see? A long and skinny chimp. That's right, a chimp. I have nappy hair, a big head, big pokeylips, and to make it even worse, im super skinny and my legs are super long, Oh yeah, just because i'll be walking around school thinking im da shit, i take one look at a full length mirror and see myself and that will ruin my whole day! Valentines day is coming up and even the fuglyer girls have bf's and i dont and i dont know what the fuck is up with that, really, i mean, this really fat white girl going out with this 2 feet tall black guy whos's shorter than me??????
And to make matters even worse i cant even attract the people i want to attract because they dont like skinny girls like me, and people are like "why dont you have a bf, why are you so quiet, blah blah blah" it's because they're ot INTRESTED in me!!!!!!!!!!!11 ad i dont have a good personality either cuz i dont like people all that much and i DONT like to be bothered. Like, im nothing special, i dont stick out, the only way i will ever stick out in a group of my friends is the fact that im TALLER than them!!!!Like, when im at a concert, and people think that the guys perfroming will "see" you outof all those other screaming girls? what makes ME special? im not special, hell, those modeling agencies dont even see anything in me! And now i dont even like to go out by myself or with my family because i look even MORE awkward, and then im supposed to be moving back to Atlanta soon- oh LAWD!! The girls there are like me, ok, but the ones that get all the hot guys are....NOT DAMMIT.


And to all you suck ass bitch asss hoes stupid pussy face muthafuckas who think just because im black, that i should not look this way, it's because I WAS NOT RAISED LIKE ALL THE OTHER BLACK KIDS!!!!!!!! MY MOM DID NOT FORCE ME TO EAT THAT FOOD NOR DID MY DAD!!! EVERY TIME WE HAD THAT STUFF I WOULD EAT BU EATING THE SAME THING OVER AGAIN MAKES ME DISLIKE THE FOOD EVEN MORE AND WHEN I WOULD TELL THEM THAT I WAS HUNGRY, THEY WOULD NOT FEED ME BECAUSE I WAS EITHER THAT OR NOTHING!!!!!!!! AND I CANT GAIN THE WEIGHT BACK BECAUSE MY METABOLISM IS TOO FAST AND I CANT JUST EAT AND DO EVERYTHING THAT PEOPLE WANT ME TO DO ITS LIKE SHUT UUP!!!!"YOU NEED TO EAT" YOU NEED TO GET A FUCKIN CLUE AND GROW UP AND EXPERIANCE LIFE, JUST BECAUSE EVERYBODY DOES NOT LOOK LIKE YO UGLY NASTY GREASY ASS DOESNT MEAN THAT ITS A BAD THING, IF YOU DONT LIKE THE WAY I LOOK, THEN FUCK YOU, BITCH, DONT LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK YOU ALL, YOU NEED TO GET A FUCKIN LIFE!!!!! IM JUST GONNA SPEND ANOTHER FUCKIN YEAR OF VALENTINE'S DAY BY MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!






all by myself....